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THE HOTTEST, DROPPING LIKE ITS HOT NEWS FOR TODAY.. KUALA TERENGGANU: Trainee doctors will now get a day off after carrying out their 24-hour on-call duty. Health Minister Datuk Liow Tiong Lai said the directive will take effect immediately. He said it applies only to housemen on active call and at the hospital the entire time. “We will not let these trainee doctors be overworked. We will look into their welfare,” he told reporters yesterday after visiting the Sultanah Nur Zahirah Hospital. Liow was asked to comment on grouses from trainee doctors that they sometimes had to work almost 24 hours and then report to their superiors the next day. Some trainee doctors complained that they had to work seven days a week without a single rest day during their two-year stint in government hospitals as housemen. Liow said trainee doctors should also be allowed to concentrate on getting the right exposure and medical proficiency by giving them off-days. A trainee doctor at Sultanah Nur

the cats family..meow last week was a blast. my family came to kuching for holiday. i can't be any happier to have them here. they arrived last tuesday 2nd of december and they just went back to rembau just now. we did lots and lots of things. as always, my house become a real civilized human house whenever my mom around. we had foods, and lots and lots of them. i could see how my desk looks like when all the clothes removed. and my dustbin at the kitchen always empty, maggets couldn't even get a hand to them. i had a proper meal at the correct time. i had more than enough sleeps. i had lots of hugs and kisses. we went to serikin, (which my mom loves), to damai, kampung budaya, cat muzium, waterfront etc, etc. but the best place is at home with all of us just lie down and relax. and of course, my early birthday presents as well. aman bought me a ship. like he used to give me last time but this time bigger. i think he really answered to my wish and prayer. to have a big real shi

pernahkah anda rase amat sukar untuk membuat satu keputusan? kepala rase pening, hati rase sakit. dan keputusan yang dibuat itu, sama ada betul atau tidak pada diri korang akan menghantui korang sampai bile2. aku ada satu cerita untuk dikongsi bersama. sebuah citer benar yang takde kaitan dengan orang disekelilingku mahupun diriku sendiri. seorang gadis yang terpaksa memilih antara 2 lelaki yang disukainya. Jejaka A seorang yang bertubuh sasa, tinggi, muka kacak (cuba bayangkan macam paul walker, 2fast 2furious), seorang yang baik, yang sukakan sukan Xtreme seperti panjat gunung, sukan xtreme macam skateboarding, etc. dia ni pendiam tapi hatinya baik. mungkin orang akan tersalah tafsir melalui perwatakannya. mungkin mereka yang tidak mengenali jejaka A dengan rapat akan beranggapan bahawa dia seorang yang liar. oooo wild ha.. Jejaka B pula juga tak kurang tandingnya. seorang yang comel (cuba bayangkan macam Adam Brody from the OC), penyayang, romantic. kengkadang suka gak buat xtreme s

at miri -using photoscape- langkawi..pantai tanjung rhu waited for the sunset.. -just played with the contrast- near sungai rajang..day time picture.. -adjust with hue and saturation- sally the princess..isn't she looks pretty -contrast and brightness, frame from photoscape- laman padi langkawi... -using microsoft, touch up with little contrast, brightness and saturation- foot note- when will i get my DSLR??...WHEN???

i know i like to edit photos try to give a bit umph to that..but know i want to post few pictures that i took directly from camera without the help from mr photoscape. my way back home at pasar satok cat and dog sentosa sentosa = hospital sentosa

i bumped into one of my patient's son in hospi mart couple of days ago. i knew his father. he had a blood cancer which metastasized to the brain. i knew his father when i was in hematology ward. i met him at A&E, as he presented during my oncall night for neutropenic sepsis. he was in the state where there were times he was totally alert and orientated to what is happening but sometimes he would talked nonsense, became suddenly blind or could not feel the pain at all. but when he was totally fine and alert, he was the nicest person ever. he was very friendly and nice. he has a son who is now a medical student in UNIMAS. we scanned his head and found this lytic lesions on the bone. could probably a lymphoma to the brain as well. but i did not know what happened after that, but i do know that he was discharged well after few weeks. back from raya, i saw him at medical day care. for follow up. he knew me and recognised me. i was so pleased to see him again in that condition. i tau

yeah, most warm welcome to you, the happiest news i received today, even though i was a bit furious after that for VERY late information, but i am HAPPY.... for now la.. not until i'll see these little midgets again especially during raya when i realize that i become older and older as i'll see them getting bigger and bigger and making me depressed for reminding my degeneration process it is a nice feeling to have to see them grow right under your nose but again, alisha amanda welcome to the family, sorry for you might regret to see what the world has become now, but may you surpass all the things that disturb your way with bravery and intelligence congrats to bang lan and kak lina, erm.... i have a question here... is alisha going to have a little company later on? in maybe 2 years time? hehe...all the best.. love from your KAKAK wani (i can't help it since all my nieces and nephews like to call me that..i'm still young in the heart =) p/s= other happy news, shaggy al

relaxing is define as eating chocolate creamy donuts while watching F.R.I.E.N.D.S. H.E.A.V.E.N.L.Y i'm totally into this sitcom very much. it was stupidly fun.. i've already bought 3 boxes which left me of 7 boxes to go... at least it helps me getting my mind out of work stuffs... which is V.E.R.Y depressing.. i am now in the posting of pregnant ladies.. where you will see those big bellies mom-gonna-be, and... screamers-gonna-be.. i lost my drive to work now, so depressing.. hmm...maybe what i need is a motivation.. like??... hmmm...

\\ waiting mama babah ibu i love my zephyr..everyone, meet black zephyr..hi smile two naughty kids we are brothers dude..eh, where is ajat?? owh, here he is.. so, thats how my raya was..i guess..nite..

lots.. yes.. lots and lots to share.. but.. less and less time i have.. saichiburi..(long time no see) start with my raya hols which was like ages ago.. yes.. finally, i made it to Rembau.. so glad that it stays like it is, small but sweet town to live.. but the very thing i was looking forward in Rembau was to meeting my lovely family.. so glad they were all healthy.. like always, i have this idea about raya that i think it was boring and lame..because, you did the same thing every year..but the merry environment somehow makes you happy every year..but this year was a bit different..why?..instead of me receiving all the joy from my uncles and aunties, this year it was my turn to give all those little midgets happiness. i was been attacked by troop of little ones, rampagingly asking for duit raya. i was shocked but it was a cute situation indeed. but in conclusion, this raya was the best.. sorry to my cousins, i'll find you guys something better next time..i just didn't have en

i had an EOD call this week just back from work.. really tired.. just remembered what my specialist say "how many mistakes you have to make before you learn? in medicine you can't afford to do mistakes because it caused people's life" so how many mistakes do i really have to do? do i really learn from all my mistakes? with my knowledge that is easily evaporate, it makes me really scared. hope i can be better without doing mistakes.

beginikah muka ku? aku tersentak dengan pengakuan ikhlas seseorang hari ni. bukan selalu aku boleh dapat masa "relax" sejak aku kerje ni. but few days later, despite aku tidak berapa gemar dengan sesetengah individu2 yang berperangai menjelakkan mata, telinga and segala deria yang ada, sesetengah individu itu lah telah menyebabkan kerje2 ku yang sepatutnya never ending menjadi lebih mudah dan effisien. terima kasih. but i still don't like your attitude darling. huhu. i am mean. anyway, so, aku agak relax compare to those dark ages days. aku ada mase untuk ke surau dan mengerjakan sembahyang 5 kali sehari. alhamdulillah. so aku ke surau untuk sembahyang zuhur dan juga untuk merehatkan mataku. aku ketemu dengan seorang insan kecil yang seronok main tudung emaknya yang kusyuk semayang. so fine. aku kacau budak, bagi dia main stethoscope aku. dengan gembiranya dia seronok mendengar bunyi2an jantung sendiri. tetiba mak dia tegur lepas sembahyang, "jgn main doctor punye t

no matter how miserable or hectic my life right now, i never gave up photography...come come..lets look at some of my creation...don't be shy to comment on them... i really appreciate it if you comment on them..thanks.. thats all for now..

only GOD knows how happy i am now. for the past few days, i went back at 5.30pm, initially felt really guitly but gradually turned emotionless. i dont care..huh.. finally i was able to eat chocolate waffle from hospi mart after 1 and half months smell the sweetness of the butter and creamy chocolate from far everytime i passed the shop. i went to eat out with jasmin during lunch hour at a restaurant outside the hospital compound!! we went out yesterday after work and ate sushi and gossiping about everything surrounds our lifes now, which most of them about our works in hospital, pathetically. 90% of them. pathetic pathetic i had very least patient for the past one week. i must be as cold as icecool. i love all my specialists and MOs and colleagues...there are all very helpful...not like other department..huh...my specialists and MOs are the best...yeehhhhhh we received new colleaques!!!!...yeah...meaning more helpers, less workload.. yeah for them and for us... so today i went bac

post call tak membataskan kite untuk pergi berjalan-jalan post call tak membataskan kite untuk melayari internet houseman memang ditentukan untuk tidak tidur atau kurang tidur seperti mana yang pernah babah katakan pada aku satu ketika dahulu di usia yang macam ini memang wajar untuk kurang tidur sebab kita ada tanggungjawab yang lebih penting daripada tidur iaitu.... pergi berjalan-jalan untuk melihat dunia luar seperti pergi ke satok dan melayari internet.. sekian.. korang takleh nak marah aku pasal cakap yang mengarut2 seperti ini sleep deprived + internet deprived + comic deprived. = talking rubbish kak pah hampir nak tido depan computer..haha.. oleh itu kalian.. jaga diri.. jangan tak cukup tido.. nanti jadi macam heath ledger.. of course aku tak..sebab aku orang Islam..paham semua!!!!!...

damn. too long to make it as a title. anyway. today, again, as a night tagger, i have the opportunity to go to wisma satok and fulfill my deprivation of internet. for your information as well, today will be my last day as tagger. YESSS and NOOOO.... YES. i am looking forward for today as this will be my last day as tagger. from tomorrow, i MAY have the chance to work office hour. and tagger's works like hell. NO. nooo..i have a bigger responsibility now. i may have to be actively participating in management of the patient. not only that, i have to do oncallllssss...nooooo...panic, panic whatever it is, i still can't run away from it. just have to face it anyway. but i hope i'll live through it. like yesterday, i was emotionally distressed and i almost show it to my colleagues, my senior doctors and the patients' family members. i had a patient who was previously admitted for a medical illness. upon discharge, he was still not fully well but as he requested to continue t

since aku dalam period as a tagger and tetibe jet telah "tag" aku lagi, ini bermakne aku macam kene menyahut panggilan tagnye. jom la tengok sat fakta pasal diri aku yang aku sendiri was-was sama ada ianya betul-betul satu fakta atau auta. hmm 7 fakta tentang saya: 1. aku masih hidup. masih bernyawa dan jiwa dan badan aku masih lagi satu. 2. aku tak mementingkan kesihatan mahupun kecantikan diri sendiri. aku fikir asalkan aku selesa then it will just be fine. tapi ada beberapa ketika aku boleh menjatuhkan ego dan maruah aku ini untuk kebahagiaan orang lain. 3. aku akan melenting if anyone touch or disturb my family. don't ever try because you never know the things i capable of 4. aku seorang otaku. always an otaku. and akan cepas distress and stress up if tak tau apa jadi kat bleach now. mesti bace komik and mesti watch anime. but since aku dah stat kerje ni, takde mase nak tengok. AKU NAK INTERNET KAT RUMAH!!! 5. aku mungkin nampak tough tapi aku fragile inside. senang

seminggu dah berlalu as a tagger...ape itu tagger..oh tidak..aku bukan main tag dalam hospital..tagger bermaksud waktu or period percubaan bagi housemen baru dimana dalam tempoh 2minggu ini aku akan "tag" bersama seorang doctor HO or MO untuk membantu aku ke jalan yang lurus untuk menjadi seorang houseman yang baik. itu secara definasinye. realitinya, aku terkontang-kanting seorang diri, hampir-hampir lemas di atas kerja yang aku lakukan. yang penting aku tak bunuh patient lagi. tapi hampir "membunuh" diri sendiri. tapi aku kental.cewah. yo o o je. aku diletakkan dalam ward perubatan. wad yang semua orang taknak start dulu. sebab pertama; kami dah cuti 3 bulan. oleh itu berlaku la proses pembebasan ilmu secara pengewapan dimana menyebabkan kami amat bengong dan bodoh sekali (aku la espcially). kedua sebab kami baru balik dari BTN dimana kami melakukan banyak aktiviti lasak, so badan kami penat. oleh itu kami taknak buat kerja yang memenatkan lagi. kesimpulannya, aku

tiga minggu lepas, pada 26 Mei sampai la sekarang, aku mengikuti satu kursus. kursus induksi dan kursus kenegaraan. buat ape?. ia merupakan satu program yang wajib untuk semua penjawat awam untuk mengesahkan diri mereka dalam jawatan. maksudnye? ya, aku dah pun diterima menjadi seorang doktor. kursus induksi berlanngsung di Samudera Bidara resort, Melaka. amatlah tak jauh dari rumah. untuk kursus ni, kami dibahagikan kepada 2 kumpulan dan kami ni berkursus bersama graduan-graduan dari UKM. oleh itu, sebahagian dari kami ke pasir gudang, Johor dan approximately 90 budak UKM, 20 budak IMU dan beberapa graduan dari luar negara di Melaka. kesimpulan yang aku boleh buat ialah:- 1) tempat tinggal kami AMAT tidak memuaskan hati. mungkin disebabkan mereka yang berada di pasir gudang mendapat tempat yang lebih baik membuatkan kami rasa KURANG puas hati. ada beberapa bilik di sana mempunyai "ceiling shower" di mana air menitik-nitik bila hujan. nasib baik kawan-kawan aku tak dihanyutka

yatta!!!.... at last..aku tibe jua ke rumah dengan keadaan fizikalku yang masih intact. tiada mana-mana bahagian pada badanku bercerai mahupun terluka setelah menghadiri kursus selama 3 minggu. Ya Allah, banyaknye nak cerita. but since aku masih teramat letih tetapi tanganku ni rase gatal jua nak menaip, oleh itu, aku rase aku bagi "appetizer" dulu before i proceed with the details about what happened for the last 3 weeks. so, somehow, before we end our day today at BTN camp, we sang a very nostalgic song. if you still remember, you may know this group called "feminin" at late 80s or 90s.pernah dengar?. orait, so we sang a song popularized by them called "untukmu" but we seemed to forget some lyric. hence, here is the full lyric together with the clip from youtube. and as well some of the other 90s malay songs that maybe may bring you to the good old days. when we were younger. lirik: Angin bayu membawa diriku Sepintas lalu ku terkenangkanmu Memori silam m

today its the ending for:- 1) my sedentary lifestyle consists of sleeping long hours, surfing the internet for hours and then eat a lot and sleep again 2) i-want-to-see-how-fat-can-i-be-within-2-months' mission (i'll tell the result of this mission later) 3) cindy, sally and johnny to play together, hugs and kisses each other because we are going to send cindy and johnny to their new owners around next week which i may not be around to see the departure(i'll post the pic later when i have time and if i still remember) 4)my not-so-noble interest which is downloading anime, songs and anything that are download-able for fun purposes (not for online streaming though) why?...why everything has to stop here today? because tomorrow i'll be off to KL for my convocation thingy. so? so, i will be quite busy from tomorrow onwards hence there will be no time for me to sleep a lot, eat a lot, with less movement possible because i have to move a lot tomorrow and onwards. you can'

it happened so fast... before i could take her last picture with us... someone has taken her away... a stranger who i have no clue at all who she is... came to us just now and wanted to take care of Lala... hence, we just let she took her. cradled Lala in her arm. took her into the car and drove off with a promise that she would be taken care of. since she also has a cat who recently give birth, hence Lala could share the sufficient foods she needs to grow up healthy. so, Lala just left us. but only just now i saw her playing with Sally, Cindy and Johnny... only just now i bottle fed her with formula milk, listening to her noise while drinking.. only just now i heard her cried for attention, but the voice was weak.. only just now i saw her walk.. just a moment ago.. now.. it seems too quite for me.. too relax.. it should be a good thing though but.. i am not happy at all.. i was not planning for this kind of goodbye.. i thought it should be a happy one... but i am not happy.. i am sad.

semalam aku, dengan rela hatinya, mewakili babah yang sibuk dengan kerja, untuk menghadiri satu mesyuarat agung koperasi di SMKUR. mesyuarat tu memang bosan. masuk semalam dah 3 kali aku mewakili Babah untuk mesyuarat ni. antara alasan aku rela hati menerima tugasan ini ialah siapa yang hadir mesyuarat tu akan dapat duit..ngeh ngeh ngeh.. seriously, ia diantara mesyuarat yang paling bosan pernah aku hadiri. lagi bosan dari mesyuarat kelab dan badan beruniform. since ni kali ketiga aku pergi, aku dah siapkan diri aku dengan bahan-bahan yang membantu aku dari kebosanan seperti buku dan mp3. dorang selalu cakap pasal nak lantik ahli baru, nak lantik pengerusi and keuntungan and kerugian koperasi yang aku yang tak pernah belajar akaun ni macam dengar dorang cakap bahasa alien. aku memang bodoh kalau pasal akaun, duit, ekonomi and politic. damn. eh..mane cite pasal khairy?? ok.macam ni. sepatutnya khairy jamaludin dijadualkan untuk merasmikan majlis tu. aku pun baru tau masa nak pergi tu. t

yesterday... yesterday, Lulu was so sick. i only noticed it late evening when i realized that she did not meowing the whole day. i was curious and found her in the box, looked very very weak and her neck was extended, stiff when i tried to flex it and the arms moving like a see-saw repeatedly and quite stiff. i also noticed that her right eye was closed and yellowish discharge came out from it when i tried to clean it up. it was a very sad scene to watch. i felt so pathetic and useless, not only i knew she was going to die and i did not know how to help her. no vet clinic in Rembau and the nearest would be either Seremban or Tampin. but we decided that it was better to let her go. personally too, i believed she might not survive from the battle. so we could only hope that she could go peacefully and less vain. i was at her side most of the time, looking at her struggling fighting the disease within. i felt so useless at that time. "what else can i do to help her?". i wrapped

it is very unusual for me to receive letters. however, these past few days, i felt very anxious when i received an envelope with my name on it. today, i got 2 letters. one is from Biro tatanegara, stating that i have to start my induction course 2 days after my graduation day. it seems that my original plan to have fun in KL with my family and cousins might be canceled. maybe we have to go back to Rembau at the same day. by receiving this letter, it somehow make me realize how near my holidays will end and me starting to work as a real doctor. damn, it was a very scary thought. am i able to make it? not as just being a doctor but to be a doctor who according to the oath i took to "first do no harm"? with a small amount of memories i have about medicine that i have learned for the past 5years, i hope that i will not kill anyone on my first day of duty. let me impress them instead. yes. that's the spirit i want to have. the second letter i received today was from MARA. just

Your Japanese Name Is... Nanako Tanaka What's your Japanese Name? nanako??..majide???...hait.. hajime mashite.. watashi no namae wa Nanako Tanaka desu.. yoroshiku onegaishimasu..

What's Important to You... And What Isn't: For you, primal needs like eating and sleeping are your top priorities. You find getting things done to be fairly satisfying. You like feeling accomplished. You have trouble giving time to any of your priorities. You life is too busy and chaotic. You want your health to be a high priority, but you don't often get around to taking care of it. The Priority Test haha, memang betul...makan dan tido untuk amat penting...camne nak jadi besar kalau tak makan and tak tido..ye tak??..my life is too busy and chaotic??..not now but maybe later...waaa.. You Are 55% Normal While some of your behavior is quite normal... Other things you do are downright strange You've got a little of your freak going on But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself How Normal Are You? so maksudnya ape ni??..aku ni separuh normal???..macam agak accurate je quiz ni... Your Beauty Element is Earth You are the epitome of a natural beauty. Your look is definitel