now Lala has gone too..


it happened so fast...

before i could take her last picture with us...

someone has taken her away...

a stranger who i have no clue at all who she is...

came to us just now and wanted to take care of Lala...

hence, we just let she took her. cradled Lala in her arm. took her into the car and drove off with a promise that she would be taken care of. since she also has a cat who recently give birth, hence Lala could share the sufficient foods she needs to grow up healthy.

so, Lala just left us.

but only just now i saw her playing with Sally, Cindy and Johnny...
only just now i bottle fed her with formula milk, listening to her noise while drinking..
only just now i heard her cried for attention, but the voice was weak..
only just now i saw her walk..
just a moment ago..
now..

it seems too quite for me..
too relax..
it should be a good thing though but..
i am not happy at all..
i was not planning for this kind of goodbye..
i thought it should be a happy one...
but i am not happy..
i am sad..
i even cried a bit..

Lala, may you happy and healthy wherever you are..
thank you very much for bringing me the happiness that i never think i would have...
the most important lessons i have learned...
thank you..

good bye Lala..

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