The one with the Ramblings

I only come across this term when I was watching Kimora on the Fab Lane. (yeah, I know, too much E! for mw). And to know how fragile I am, I cried again for the second time I watched the episode. It just that I was so suddenly become emotional to see how with all the problems that she had in the process of making the flash mob, in the end of the day it turned out beautiful. Its like all the hard work are paid off with such a beautiful ending. Especially to see that all of her fans, despite the gender and age difference able to make it work. I love the bald uncle with long white sleeves, so energetic and so fun to watch!. You go baldy! watch it here.. .KLS flash mob And as usually, once I like about something I google or in this case I youtubing and found another great flash mob. its a tribute to MJ. I enjoy watching every seconds of it. I wish I can be a part of it. Can we make one at Kapit? hmmm..

I love my call last night. Stayed in my on call room from 4pm until 1030pm when the call me for a meconium liquour but subsequently successfully delivered vaginally few minutes after I S+S her and admitted a febrile fit girl. From 11 till dawn, it was a very quiet night. No calls from ER or from the ward. Lalalala AND!!! I able to complete reading one whole chapter from my surgical textbook. What an achievement so far. Proud of myself. Hnsss, Hnsss. But I have this weird dream. Interesting but weird. I even sketch it out for better understanding. I came to this weird place in my dream, with the black van with few others acquaintance (there probably like 10 of us?, not really sure of it myself but I felt like I did know all of them) and we parked our van next to the pool. Weird thing about the pool was that all the fish were dead and suddenly I saw few crocodiles came toward us and 'jumped' out from the pool ate all the dead fish!. Like how the fish in Taman Sahabat, Kuching. We

I think I need less Facebook, less E!, less daydreaming, less hatred and less annoying people and I need more exercise, more healthy food, more reading and more anime and manga that will make my life better and healthier, physically, mentally and emotionally I need to build up the will and power to make it happen Chakra building starts now!!!!

Job list 1) Transfer letter sent = check! (FYI, applying back to Kuching) Interesting conversation that I had with my mom a day before I handed in my transfer letter. We first talked about the decision for our family holidays, where to go, when to go da di da di da. Then talked about Jenny's new kittens. Then, she started it, "So, macam mane ko? balik kuching ke balik sini?" I gave her the pros and the cons. But of course I try to pujuk her to letting me stay in Kuching, at least for another few years. Tak lama pun. Antara the points for senang dapat cuti raya, and Air Asia flight ada every hour and good for career wise. Terdengar suara babah dari belakang rooting for me to stay in Kuching. At last, she said, "up to you, ok gak Kuching tu. Ibu tak kesah". Tu dia pengorbanan ibu. Demi kebahagiaan anak perempuan tunggal yang degil, she has to agree and ni bukan yang pertama kali. 2) Book Air Asia X to Beijing 2012 = Check! At last, made the decision, our first f

It was not that hard when I made the decision for med school. It was not difficult when to give options for HOship placement. Even to decide to go to Kapit. It was easy. So, why it is so difficult now? So far, the plan is going out pretty well and smooth. Med school then HOship in East Malaysia then district then Master program then specialist then back to Seremban. That was the initial plan. Even the plan to go out from Kapit has been made even before I came here. The plan was, stay in district at least for a year then move on. Move out. That was the plan. But suddenly I have this hesitancy. I have this doubt. I wonder why. Where should I go now? What is the plan now? So dear people, hear me out, and please help me. All this while I thought I have a pretty well-planned life. Everything is on track. How I planned it to be. May be some of them is not as expected but I am still on the right track. And I'm talking about career-wise of course. Career-wise! So for me to go back to Kuch

Movie review Today is about Fast 5. I am not sure, was it a sequel or a pre-sequel. I messed up. It was after fast and furious 4 BUT before Tokyo Drift. Got it? So those who have watch the previous film should know that now Brian Oconnor no longer a cop and now he is with Mia whom he successfully impregnated and with his soon to be brother-in-law Dom. Location:- Brazil..Lets Samba!! 1) Storyline - FYI, the reason i love the fast and furious franchise besides the hot and sexy Paul Walker (love ya) is because of the RIDES!!. The Cars!!. Hot body, fast, smoking cars racing on the STREET! So when they turn the latest film into another police and thief movie, I was a bit disappointed. True this film has more actions, more explosion, more cars and properties got damaged and more gun shooting etc but personally I think fast and furious should keep the original idea of street car racing. Lets watch Bond if we want to see other than that. Seriously, it was frustrating. I remembered the race in

Nothing is definite in life except for death Utterly shocked and devastated upon receiving the news that a good friend, Mohammad Azri Dollah has passed away. "What? Are you sure? Maybe it was his family. Who told you that?" KP: " I read it in the Facebook and I confirmed with Stella" Then there was a long pause. Then came the pouring of tears. Even 1 day with Azri is enough to know everything about him. If I am to describe Azri in one word, I would say that he was the most beautiful person I have ever met. Beautiful physically, beautiful character, beautiful Muslim, beautiful worker. The smile; the warm smile and the cheeky smile. The eyes. The beautiful heart. The good friend. The good company. All the good qualities that he had. The dedication towards his works. The responsible man. The trustworthy colleague. The reliability. The perseverance. The kindness. The sincerity. What was not good about him? He was everything a man should be. At the last moment of his l

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Ibu, Mama, Mummy, Mak, Umi, Bonda Happy Mother's Day I am lucky that i have lots of "mothers". It sometimes cause confusion to my friends when I'm talking about Mama whom I referring to my grandmother and Mummy whom I referring to my aunt. But all of them are my mothers. All of them have been taking care of me very well. I admire Ibu in a thousand ways. She is beautiful, she is strict, she is strong, she is determine, she is a multi- tasker. She is beautiful with good Chinese genes in her body. Her fair skin, her hair, and look at the picture when she was younger, like a doll. Cute when she has to put that big glasses on. That was not only for fashion, she does wear glasses and I think it was cute. Despite that soft and beautiful look, she is a strong girl. Not physically but emotionally. How she keeps herself calms in stressful situation. How she says she never give up. Determination and perseverance. Being her I would say is very stressful job indeed. The needs to

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Received a mail air asia few days ago. There is a promotion going on to Japan. Booking time up till may 8, traveling period up till Febuari 2012. I was pretty tempted initially. It was actually much cheaper than last time. RM 700+ for 2way tickets. Amazing offer isn't it? But unlike last time, when I booked the tickets without thinking twice. This time, I think a lot. Like, should I go on February? Or should I wait till spring? or should I go to Fuji Rock Festival would probably somewhere in july? Most important thing which my mom would like to know, with who? Who should I drag this time? Am I able to just go there alone? Nah, my mother will be freaking out. Sigh. I wish I have enough money to bring my brothers. I told this to my mom yesterday. Don't rush. The time will come eventually. But my hands are very itchy...Hmmm... I decided to wait patiently. My old man birthday yesterday. He sounded so healthy. Thank God for keeping him that way. He is now 55. I told him. You can ret

Heard and read lot of news and complaints towards doctors nowadays they make me feel sick. Tired. When I was a little younger, I was told that doctor is the most respected people in the society, not only as in profession but as a human being too. Not only that they save lives, but they are smart, and kind and they do make a lot of money and being a doctor will ensure a good life and a good prospect of job. I was not sure which part of the quality of doctors that I was attracted too but I believe most mothers at that time, or probably today would say, " Be in school, study hard and be a doctor. You will get an easy life" Phfft.. Define easy. But it definitely will make the parents proud. It will be the favorite topic amongst mothers in their every conversation. Mother A: "how many children do you have?" Mother B: " well I have 4 and 1 of them is a doctor" OOoooooo But let face it. It is true. It happens. It is happening while you are reading this post. One