The one with the Ramblings

ini gambar raya aidil adha tahun 2007 Selamat hari raya!!! dah lepas dah pun Raya aidil adha aka raya haji tahun ni aku buat keputusan dengan macho nye tak nak balik Alasan yang kukuh termasuk 1) raya aidil fitri aka raya puasa aritu aku dah cuti panjang..walaupun kena balik 3hari raya tu aku still rasa aku cuti panjang kalau nak compare kan dengan batchmate aku yang lain...kesimpulannya..rasa bersalah la kalau raya kali ni pun aku nak cuti panjang kan...agak2 la...be considerate orang kata...sapa kata?..orang la. 2) orang cakap raya haji kat kelantan ni meriah..meriah ke?...meh aku nak try sikit...orang kata la...sapa kata?...ada la orang... So...aku pun tak balik...raya la aku sorang2 kat sini...Shahira aka housemate aku pun takda...balik Penang beranak (omedeto!!!!.) Aku dijadualkan untuk oncall pada hari sabtu, iaitu a day before raya...tak kesah pun sebenarnya...Firman (my very cool registra), bersungguh2 nak aturkan jadual oncall dengan harapan at least a

done!!!! Akhirnya siap copy paste and creat another blog. a travelogue. tujuan? motif? 1) untuk rujukan sendiri pada masa hadapan 2) untuk rujukan mereka yang lain yang mana tau nak baca blog ni 3) untuk simpanan sendiri supaya senang nak baca balik kot2 terlupa ka.. so kalau nak baca past travel stories and upcoming sila la melawat klik kat link kat bawah ni...ni..bawah ni je.. Wani suka sangat jalan-jalan actually banyak cerita pasal kuching yang tak diceritakan and banyak pasal pengembaraan Zedzians tak cerita jugak..walaupun hanya di PD je pun... takpe2...nanti penulis akan tuliskan semuanya...hehe..nampak sangat penulis ni teramat relax kat KB ni.. buku banyak tak baca lagi ni dik ooiii...poor insight betul iklan sekejap.....gambar ngan jejaka jambu di shibuya...hehehe kalau cerita pasal travel ni...masing2 ada style dorang sendiri, ada pendapat sendiri ada yang plan travel masa muda2 dikala masih sihat ni..sok dah tua takleh nak travel (aku di golon

I am not sure whether the writer himself or herself reads whatever he or she wrote in journals or blogs, but i just did. I read again the writings i posted since this all started. I noticed. It was fun. I had good times writing them. Despite the bad things that had happened. I should be writing again.  Not that i expect anyone to read it. At least for me to read them again. The memories I had and the feelings when i was housemanship, all came back into my mind right now. How I was started determined and full with passions, and how it fluctuated when stresses came, and how i bounced back to how i should be. Since i have lots of time here in KB, and hopefully the internet lines here is faster enough for me to tolerate, just lets start ramblings. there are lots of pending travelogue to share. 1) Japan 2) India 3) Kinabalu 4) Road trip to eastcoast I think I should start with all the travelogue, and probably later on about the best foods that Kelantan can offer (definitely incl

New hospital, new bosses, new life. First day at work.... ~blurrrr~ I came as early as 7am (if it is in kuching, this considered late, but bosses want to meet us at 8am soo 7am is considered very early)..nervous, anxious..but unfortunately i couldn't get in because i didn't have my matrix card to open the door..damn..so i wandering around the blocks..it is huge...really huge...i always get lost, all the times, till today... first day, I have only 4 patients..yup...4!! and I have 3 housemen...yup..3!!! everything is new, clinic,,OTs The pace is slower compared to Kuching, which is very good because it give you ample time to study StuDY!!!!...yup...i have to start now, stat!..after found out that only 3 out of 14 candidates pass the recent exam, damn this is no joke..i have to be consistent!! Bosses are great, registra are very helpful..maybe because i was not that use to a slow pace working environment like this so i become agitated most of the times. I havent

Finally i wave goodbye to Kuching 2 years of housemanship 1year plus in district 3years in surgical department banyak pahit manis payau masam masin memories kat kuching ni. In term of work, relationship, dan emosi diri sendiri. Kesimpulannya...Kuching memang the best!! Workwise Surgeons memang awesome. Especially Mr Nik Azim. Seorang yg humble and holistic in treating his patients. Setakat ni, dialah HOD and surgeon paling baik aku pernah work with. Alkisahnya " Due to many factors; family la, since incident arwah azri, since kapit incident, semua sum up to, buat apa nak buat baik kat orang. diri sendiri and family pun tak terbela. so masa tu i lost confident in humanity in general and being a surgeon is no longer my priority. at that time it was family, travel, photo and work. hampir2 nak hantar borang balik semenanjung and ready to work kat KK mana2. But atas nasihat Mr Tee yang visited kapit masa tu, then i decided to come back to Kuching. It was excited in t

assalamualaikum it has been indeed a very very long time since i written something in this blog..due to time factor, mood factor and macam sibuk tapi tak sibuk pun sebenarnya, sebab tu rasa agak malas sikit nak menaip walhal, actually, sebenarnya, banyakkkk gilller nak cerita...about travelogue yang tertangguh nak dikongsikan...India trip, kinabalu trip, japan trip (Yattaaaa....i made it to Japan!!!!....Mechhhhaaaa sukiyanen!!!!) then about the last farewell to Kuching... Yaaa (dengan mood sedih dan keberatan), i finally wave goodbye to Kuching..my comfort zone.. I am now in Kubang kerian kelantan. Or should i start to call myself - I am master student of surgery in HUSM, first year, nice to meet you! The road surely gonna be tough. After long thoughts and persuasion and motivation by bosses in Kuching, I finally agree to take up the challenge. I even feel more determination after the trip to Kinabalu and Japan yang ada mengubah my perception of me as a general. Ceeehhh