The one with the Ramblings

Sigh so there is no regatta? Damn. I thought I heard the news right. Anyway. So since my 'date" with Richard was cancelled so I head up to Boulevard for some grocery shopping!!. Haaaa...shopping can be therapeutic..if you have lots of money!!! Suddenly, I felt like want to eat curry. Since I have lots of time today since we cancelled the date, let's cook curry. Not just a regular curry. Lets cook Japanese curry. I would like to thanks Google and YouTube for make me believe that I can do anything and I am smart even though I am not. Tarrra!!! Here is my first Japanese curry!!! Taste sweet and not that spicy. But the beef is damn hard!!!. I can't even chew.. Haha. Hope it will get better next time. Hehe. Seem to be a good whether to go out now but after heavy lunch and the idea that my on call is tomorrow makes me a little depress. Lets laze around. Thank god my sore throat is getting better.

Its weekend. It suppose to be a happy day but I have a very terrible sore throat. Coughing non stop because it was very itchy. But i too plan to go to regatta today if possible. Hmm. Remind me of the day when I went to the festival 2 years ago with kakpah. Anyway. Let's see how it goes today. So to start my day today let's have a quick breakfast!!!. Let's have hot tea instead today...

. Arghhhh. Malasnya nak on call!! ... first and foremost I am not a morning person. Pastu the idea that you cannot go back home today and have to stay in hospital overnight is also depressing. And knowing how incompetence I am make me more depressing. I seriously don't want to go to work today. And this sore throat is killing me!!!! Depresssssssssss.

Mr Richard my beloved ;

Attempting blogging from Nexus. Hopefully its working. So that I can blog more frequent and instantly!!!! .

Perasaan sekarang....motivated but depress... Found out my boss's books collection Motivated = looking at all the books he has read and how he has become now, I become semangat. I feel like want to buy all the books he recommended and read them now!. I wish that one day I can have an intelligent arguments with him. Try to prove that he is wrong and I am right.  I know he is really good. It makes everything simple and makes sense. He cleared my blurring mind. In fact, make all the screwing and torturing worth it. He is my next Dato' Kanda.  So when he gave the statement that I take him loosely that hurt a bit. I know that he can't be unpredictable but I really look up to him. I respect him a lot. He deserves it. Depress =  I know the path that I will take is not easy. Not going to be easier. It will be like a road to hell. Seeing how much he has read to get to where he is now make me wonder, what the hell I was doing for the past 7 years in med school and HOship? An

Tiru dari Fa Wildchild.. A - Age is the thing you count from the day you were born. Is it significant? Yes. In a way, it tells you how closer are you to death. Sounds very pessimist but it is the truth. B - Bed size I like it King size. I want the whole space for myself..Ureshi!!! C - Chore you hate Folding my clothes. Therefore I need a bigger closet so I can just hang all my clothes. D - Dog's name Don't have any. But if I do have one, I would like to call him Pochi. Like I named the dog next to my house in Kapit, that always bark at me whenever I do my laundry. I don't know what breed but he is cute. Definitely. E - Essential start-your-day item A cold milo. F - Favorite color Kuro des. Kuro dake. Maybe shiro once in a while. (kuro means black in Japanese, Shiro is white) G - Gold or Silver Silver for jewelry but gold for something I need to put in my secret stash. You know in case of emergency. H - Height 164 - 165cm. Depends on how thick my socks

photography, camera, DSLR, lenses when it all started? I couldn't remember. probably from the end of year trip to Penang when I was 15years old. Fascinated by the scenery and couldn't help to stop snapping all the pictures with all my friends. Thinking, it would be the last time we hang out and the possibility not seeing each other anymore. I want to remember those memories and times spent with them. I use the old kodak camera at that time.  Then taking pictures become no only about having to freeze those sweet memories. It becomes a method/medium to express my thoughts. To tell others what I saw and how I felt. Thanks to ibu for my first digital camera. I tried to make full use of it. From it I learn how to take picture. Which angle for best shot.  I should spend more times with it but unfortunately it got spoil from my kayaking trip. Then came Baby; Compact DSLR panasonic lumix which I bought with Kpah. We had awesome times together. Slowly I learned

Tsunami in Japan, Flood in Thailand, Flood in Kuching Murder case in Sibu Gay marriage Sexy pictures of Amalina Bila manusia dah tak tau apa yang betul, apa itu haram dan haram dah dihalalkan? Nak kiamat dah ke ni? Nauzubillah. Ya Allah. Sesungguhnya hamba mu ini belum bersedia. Bila timbul isu Amalina berpakaian seksi, semua terus naik angin dan kecoh. Tak salah menegur. Memang betul pun kene tegur. Tapi pada masa yang sama jangan lupa ramai jugak orang Islam, tak kira bangsa kat Malaysia ni pun perlu kene tegur. Paling dekat, anak sedara aku la. Terkejut juga bila baca kenyataan Yuna yang legging tu tak salah. Apatah lagi terkejut baca kenyataan Amalina yang mak dia yang beli. Tu baru pasal legging. Tak cerita lagi pasal orang Islam pakai skirt. kat dalam TV tu melambak. And sadly, isu kissing antara pelakon lelaki and perempuan even though kat dahi tak pulak jadi isu. I thought, mase aku belajar dulu bersentuhan antara bukan muhrim tu haram? Walaupun berlakon tetap ha