The one with the Ramblings

Penat kalau tak ikhlas nak jaga hati orang Terpaksa bermuka muka muka it is not my nature to be all smiley and nice. For those who knows me at work, tau la macam mana aku. Muka mak tiri, pengawas, bitch-face. But i can be warm and bubbly to in certain occasion contoh kat rumah with family, with Jimbo and when i travel abroad especially Japan. so kalau tetibe terbalik aku kat tempat kerja aku all smiley, then must be very careful. I am not myself. Here i have to fake it. terpakse buat muka baik. sebab nak berkat. dorang kan cikgu. tapi dalam hati berapi2 tahan marah. sekali sekala boleh tahan lagi. if kalau dah selalu aku rasa penat and rasa nak rebel. once rebel then it is end of the day la. no turning back. i don't want that to happen just yet. biar pass exam dulu. takpe la korang tak paham. yang penting i need to get this uneasy feeling out from me. i need an escape supaya keadaan kembali neutral and steady. i need to get back to nature again. bila? or i can just hug

1.Put your iTunes (or iPod) on shuffle 2.For each question, press the next button to get your answer 3.YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS! I just wanna try this to feed my curiosity.. and Ridiculous things starts now!! 1.WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO? CD Bagasi Honey (Pretty Ugly) = Motto kalau nak beli CD kat Honey kena bagi sekali dengan Bagasi. paham?! 2. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? Random Awesomeness (Yuna) = Actually always awesome tapi dorang segan la tu nak ngaku 3. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? Be Strong (Mr Children) = Kuat dan tabah untuk menghadapi cabaran kehidupan..hnshh 4.WHAT IS 2+2? Bitter Heart (Zee Avi) = sebab benda ni pun nak tanye ke? 2+2= 3+1. tu pun tak tau.  5. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? Rock and Roll Lights Fall on You (Asian Kung Fu Generation) = you girls are rocks!!  6.WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT THE PERSON YOU LIKE? Consequential Lovers (Bo) = hahahahahahaha. i

Aku tabik kepada mereka2 yang masih aktif berblogging. Syabas. Aku? 2tahun sekali baru nak update. Blogging sebenarnya lagi best dari rant kat facebook or Insta. aku rase lebih tersusun dan panjang lagi nak dibebelkan. cuma perlukan comittment. something yang aku takleh nak offer sekarang. Nak kata hidup busy sgt tak jugak. Perasaannya:- guilty. Sebab banyak benda lagi kau nak buat contohnya baca journals and buku and taip case report. so bila kau ada masa nak update blog tapi kau nye case report discussion dari 3bulan lepas tak siap2 lagi, apa maksudnya itu? haha Alasan je. Nak seribu daya, taknak seribu dalih. Banyak aku nak ceritakan. Travel blog pun tak tertulis lagi. Nak jugak berkongsi pengalaman travel supaya dapat memberi idea untuk traveller lain. Nak jugak cerita pasal movie review dengan lebih detail. setakat review kat Facebook, takleh nak cerita panjang sgt. Nanti spoiler banyak sgt. Aku tau blog ni takde orang baca. haha Nak cerita pasal Mama. Yup, she's g