ALLAH lebih menyayangimu-LULU


yesterday...

yesterday, Lulu was so sick. i only noticed it late evening when i realized that she did not meowing the whole day. i was curious and found her in the box, looked very very weak and her neck was extended, stiff when i tried to flex it and the arms moving like a see-saw repeatedly and quite stiff. i also noticed that her right eye was closed and yellowish discharge came out from it when i tried to clean it up. it was a very sad scene to watch. i felt so pathetic and useless, not only i knew she was going to die and i did not know how to help her. no vet clinic in Rembau and the nearest would be either Seremban or Tampin. but we decided that it was better to let her go. personally too, i believed she might not survive from the battle. so we could only hope that she could go peacefully and less vain.

i was at her side most of the time, looking at her struggling fighting the disease within. i felt so useless at that time. "what else can i do to help her?". i wrapped her in a towel, cleaned her feces and her body. i also attempted to make her dehydrated by giving quite amount liters of water (more or less 10spoonful). and also prayed so that she could go quickly hence less suffering. that's the only thing i managed to do.

she started looking really ill around 6pm and it continued until 11pm when she really gone. she was stiff, cold and there was no sign of life anymore. since it was too late to bury her hence we decided to do it tomorrow. no one could tell how i felt that time, neither do i. but sadness surrounded my family that night. but truthfully, deep in our heart we also felt relieved that she died rather than seeing her suffer and tortured. when we first found them, they were so small and looked not nourished. they were better with us except Lulu who had shown sign of deterioration in appetite and weight. she was indeed sick for some time but i was so ignorant about it. Lulu, i am so sorry. i could not help you.

we buried her this afternoon.

Lala surely going to miss you. she is all alone now in the box with no one to cuddle with. but Sally and Cindy play with her most of the time. so please don't be sad. we all here for you. and please be healthy and strong. i want you to grow up well.

so here, we made a video for you. to reminisce all the memories we had together.

Goodbye Lulu

sleep well..


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