The one with the Ramblings

yup... still alive and kicking!! what new??  a lot of things has happened. 1) I finally waved goodbye to Kapit for good. Yang manis, pahit, tawar, payau etc...dan segalanya ku ucapkan terima kasih sekali lagi..will i be coming back to kapit?..hhmmmm... 2) Had a wonderful 2 weeks holiday at home..good to be home tapi tak boleh lama2...nanti naik lemak... 3) Hey Kuching I'm back!!..I am now the new surgical MO..fuh...first few weeks, perasaan; menyesal sebab tak study betul2 when I was in Kapit, teramat menyesal. Happy sebab now if I do any procedure, I know that I have my ass and back covered. Meaning to say that i can call for help instantly from bosses yang baik hati. Menyesal jugak sebab tak build up stamina awal2 kat kapit and bila kene oncall yang busy dah rasa nak collapsed. Tetiba dapat NYHA class 3. Perkara paling susah is bangun awal. oh no..but despite all those things, I am really happy to be back. My house is awesome. Can't wait for my family to come over. ...

I went to Kuching last weekend to find a house to rent. At last, I found a house I like but a bit overpriced from the initial budget. But I bet my parents and family will love it. As usual, I took a night bus from Sibu, arrived very early in the morning at Kuching and headed to Waterfront Lodge where I usually stay. One of the thing out of other few good things about Waterfront Lodge is that they have 24hours check in time. You can just check yourself as early as 5am. I took the dorm as usual. Many will ask why I like to stay in this kind of cheap hostels, travel by bus when I can afford to travel by plane and check myself in Pullman? It is because, I love the taste of a little adventure in it. Imagine the money you managed to save in exchange to an awesome experience and adventure. Yes it will be very tiring. Who can sleep soundly on a chair in a bus that travels 180km/hr? But something good happened over the weekend. I met Hilda from Holland at the hostel. Few awesome th...

Waaa......Is this the end? I first watched Nina 3 years ago and was instantly captured by her charms. First video I watched was about subway sandwich and she was the one to blame for my constant cravings of subway sandwich since then. Since then, I never stop following her and anticipating new videos from her. I can't wait to know what are the new things she has learned, new acts she put on, new English words and new place she went. At times, watching her made me feel happy and put away my sorrows. Even there was time, watching her made me feel like having a child for myself. But later I learned that raising a child is not easy. So Nina, thank you for letting me witness your life. It is an honor. I'm wishing you all the best in the future. Be a good girl and stay cute. Love.

Work with sick patients, blur nurses, annoying people, complicated disease, referral, scary specialist, ridiculous patients. On top of bad hair day, messy house, messy rooms, lousy self, pending projects, pending forms to fill, pending bills. Its like a cycle that repeat itself regularly. And most of the time, it will come all together. It is more then enough to make someone depress. Why do I have to grow up and to have all these responsibilities and complicated life? What happened today. I woke up quite early around 530am but I felt so demotivated to get up and get myself ready to work. Imagine the ample times I had to do lot of things like have a nice breakfast, probably wash my laundry or continue to pack my stuff in a box. But no!! I lied on my bed, closed my eyes, tried to dream nice things but had a weird one instead, and prepared myself at 730am. Had a very quick breakfast and off to hospital in a rush. I had wasted my 2 hours by doing nothing smart. It was a very stressful day ...

Everyone!!.. Let me introduce you to Benjamin Heine (Ben Heine) He, whom I wish I can meet and know personally, a super extraordinary talented freaking genius artist i just know. Like 10minutes ago. He just gave me a premature ventricular contraction by viewing his awesome pictures. You can view his fantastic artworks that will give you visual orgasm here- BenHeineFB ... and the rest of his sickening cool works of art here - BenHeineBlogspot There are lots of subtype of photography that you may come across like wedding photography, portraiture, travel, landscape, etc. I am more into portraiture and travel photography. There were few attempts to be artistic but fail because I don't think I am that artistic much. But true that photography is the best way to express your view and feelings but I often can project that much feeling in my photos. That means, need lot of practice. Click more and edit more. Travel more. To see these beautiful and perfect pictures by taken by professionals ...

Bengang....Teramat Hear me out and then judge. An old man presented with irregular growth and ulcer at his penile area that looks malignant. Has been seen in polyclinic and been given appointment to see specialist soon after that. BUT.... No.... he didn't turned up. OK fine. Maybe he has this transportation issue or due to bad weather he couldn't get into his boat and come for the appointment. Totally understand that because it the most commonest reason given by patients who defaulted follow ups. But not for him. The caretaker forgot about it. Didn't know that he had such appointment in the first place? Unacceptable. FINE. so people do forget. I told him and family members that he needs further treatment in tertiary hospital. There is possibility of surgery and scans and probably a long hospital stay. So he reacted. " Oh..Nadai belanja.." (Not enough money) OK...Fine. Not a big a deal. We can refer you to social worker. But I noticed that he has numbers of childre...

Yippe!!!.... Alhamdulillah, we made it to Bandung. Thanks to Air Asia even though with the delay. =P Touch down at Bandara Hussein Sastranegara at 930pm WIB (17th September). The airport was surprisingly small. Even smaller then Sibu's. Thank God that we passed the custom easily. Check in at Mutiara Hotel that I booked earlier through Agoda. Quite a good price and comfortable stay. The top reason why my parents and I went to Bandung was because of my mom. Ibu desperately wanted a new wedding gown next month for her clients. But why Bandung? She said the wedding gowns are cheaper in Bandung. Is it true? My impressions: It was how I imagined, like those in the sinetron or Indonesian drama on TV. The traffic was HORRIBLE. Fast cars and motorcycles were everywhere!! People honking and driving like mad with no proper functioning traffic light (most of the traffic light showed yellow light all the times). I don't think I can survive driving in Bandung. But despite very bad traffic an...