light trail

-rambling starto!!!!-


i went to a journey. long winding exciting journey. to find my light rail so call. or whatever it is. i didn't have high expectation though. my hope is that i might find something about something. i might learn something. to see something or anything with a new perspective. so that something might awaken anything in myself and become something good. i'm looking for those somethings. sounds complicated?..make it easy. i was in the windy mood that day due to stress accumulation up till toxic level.

the journey wasn't that bad. it was quite relaxing. i've finally found peace even for that few hours with Rushie. at the end of the journey was a spectacular village. i found it interesting. BUT...

when i reached there. then i just walk for a few minutes then..i decided to drive back to Kuching. initially i was fine with that. i was indeed a bit tired so i didn't mind. untilll.....

the next day, i woke up, i suddenly feel disappointed. Baka yaro wanichan. why didn't i explore more. why didn't i do anything when i finally reached that place. i know that i might not be back there again one day. maybe but unlikely. there'll be no more chance for me to go to that place again. what if? you only have 1 chance in your lifetime and you waste it. it'll slip away and will never come back. you miss it. what if a guy sit next to you holding Canon Mark III might consider to be friend with you but you missed it because you are to shy to ask??..nande???

so the moral of the story is...don't slip your chances away. they only come often. your life is precious so make full use of it, life to the fullest. don't regret.


and today. i took very bad photos. every time, whenever i feel down, i'll look at all the beautiful pictures taken by the professionals. and i was inspired. i wish i can take photos like them. hence i will be very energetic hence i will click on my baby like mad. but the results are always disappointing. then i will be down again. sigh!! doshtano?? nande?? what have i done wrong? why can't i take beautiful pictures?

practices make perfect huh? if that so, then i will practice more.
gambarimasu!!! fighto!!!




-end of rambling-

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