The one with the Ramblings

Terminology On my way to work this morning, i listened to a very interesting topic brought up by the DJs from Fly.fm. This guy called up and was very frustrated when the girl that he likes uttered something that was too damaging that his heart and his mind couldn't  take it.....she called him 'bro' Bro-zone... That is like even worse than friend-zone For some girls it just a gesture saying that you are comfortable with him. Maybe she mistakenly say it or maybe she really meant you as a brother.  For me. Terminologically is correct. Bro-zone is something you can't break out from. It is like no turning back. Once you in the zone, you'll be like forever a bro. When you think it may turn otherwise, the girl may think like 'woaa that like an incest or something.. Sorry can't do BRO' And even worse, a friend is someone she will come to if she has any problems and like no one come to a family like a brother if a girl has an issue..especially boys issue.. Am i r...

Al fatihah Of all the days that have passed, today reminded me of her again. She left us more than 2months ago. The greatest aunt, the most inspirational woman i ever met, my idol. We were not as closed as you imagine it would be. We only hang out when i came back home and that would be during raya or other festives holidays. My knowledge about her is as little as how i know about Angelina Jolie. But yet, she is the woman i wish i could be. My aunt i mean, not Angie. When i was little, i looked at her as super rich aunt. The one who always pull bigger notes like rm50 from her wallet for duit raya. I got no lesser than that. And what impressed me more is that i have a large family, i have like 20over cousins more or less around my age and she gave them all duit raya. Her wallet was like Mary Poppin's bag vomit out cash.  Not only that, she once gave me US coins when she came back from well duh US. I was thrilled and super excited!! Like wow, she went to US!! That was like trillion m...

Exam lagi less than 90days!!! Where is the panic button?? Where is the panic button??? Kenapa perlu study lagi? Kan dah elok2 jadi doktor..kan cari nahas ambik master..kan dah kene study...so kenapa?? Kenapa??? Learning is a continuous process..people should and will not stop learning.. If i don't take this master program, i will forever be medical officer...which is not as bad...but you won't progress... Be a surgeon and there are lots of evolution in surgery and medicine in general that you will realize...and that makes you feel "this world is created by the awesomest of all..the almighty Allah". Yup, this is not only about the salary i will get, the skill, knowledge in which indirectly make me closer to Him.. So, continue to learn and never stop learning. . There are lots of world mysteries still not known yet..so then explore... Ok..chapter 2- neurophysiology

ini gambar raya aidil adha tahun 2007 Selamat hari raya!!! dah lepas dah pun Raya aidil adha aka raya haji tahun ni aku buat keputusan dengan macho nye tak nak balik Alasan yang kukuh termasuk 1) raya aidil fitri aka raya puasa aritu aku dah cuti panjang..walaupun kena balik 3hari raya tu aku still rasa aku cuti panjang kalau nak compare kan dengan batchmate aku yang lain...kesimpulannya..rasa bersalah la kalau raya kali ni pun aku nak cuti panjang kan...agak2 la...be considerate orang kata...sapa kata?..orang la. 2) orang cakap raya haji kat kelantan ni meriah..meriah ke?...meh aku nak try sikit...orang kata la...sapa kata?...ada la orang... So...aku pun tak balik...raya la aku sorang2 kat sini...Shahira aka housemate aku pun takda...balik Penang beranak (omedeto!!!!.) Aku dijadualkan untuk oncall pada hari sabtu, iaitu a day before raya...tak kesah pun sebenarnya...Firman (my very cool registra), bersungguh2 nak aturkan jadual oncall dengan harapan at least a...

done!!!! Akhirnya siap copy paste and creat another blog. a travelogue. tujuan? motif? 1) untuk rujukan sendiri pada masa hadapan 2) untuk rujukan mereka yang lain yang mana tau nak baca blog ni 3) untuk simpanan sendiri supaya senang nak baca balik kot2 terlupa ka.. so kalau nak baca past travel stories and upcoming sila la melawat klik kat link kat bawah ni...ni..bawah ni je.. Wani suka sangat jalan-jalan actually banyak cerita pasal kuching yang tak diceritakan and banyak pasal pengembaraan Zedzians tak cerita jugak..walaupun hanya di PD je pun... takpe2...nanti penulis akan tuliskan semuanya...hehe..nampak sangat penulis ni teramat relax kat KB ni.. buku banyak tak baca lagi ni dik ooiii...poor insight betul iklan sekejap.....gambar ngan jejaka jambu di shibuya...hehehe kalau cerita pasal travel ni...masing2 ada style dorang sendiri, ada pendapat sendiri ada yang plan travel masa muda2 dikala masih sihat ni..sok dah tua takleh nak travel (aku di golon...

I am not sure whether the writer himself or herself reads whatever he or she wrote in journals or blogs, but i just did. I read again the writings i posted since this all started. I noticed. It was fun. I had good times writing them. Despite the bad things that had happened. I should be writing again.  Not that i expect anyone to read it. At least for me to read them again. The memories I had and the feelings when i was housemanship, all came back into my mind right now. How I was started determined and full with passions, and how it fluctuated when stresses came, and how i bounced back to how i should be. Since i have lots of time here in KB, and hopefully the internet lines here is faster enough for me to tolerate, just lets start ramblings. there are lots of pending travelogue to share. 1) Japan 2) India 3) Kinabalu 4) Road trip to eastcoast I think I should start with all the travelogue, and probably later on about the best foods that Kelantan can offer (definitely ...

New hospital, new bosses, new life. First day at work.... ~blurrrr~ I came as early as 7am (if it is in kuching, this considered late, but bosses want to meet us at 8am soo 7am is considered very early)..nervous, anxious..but unfortunately i couldn't get in because i didn't have my matrix card to open the door..damn..so i wandering around the blocks..it is huge...really huge...i always get lost, all the times, till today... first day, I have only 4 patients..yup...4!! and I have 3 housemen...yup..3!!! everything is new, clinic,,OTs The pace is slower compared to Kuching, which is very good because it give you ample time to study StuDY!!!!...yup...i have to start now, stat!..after found out that only 3 out of 14 candidates pass the recent exam, damn this is no joke..i have to be consistent!! Bosses are great, registra are very helpful..maybe because i was not that use to a slow pace working environment like this so i become agitated most of the times. I havent ...