The one with the Ramblings

ahhh...rindunye lifestyle zaman student dulu. boleh tengok CD jepun berjam-jam. tahan sampai pagi. ahh..rinduuuuu.... Sang Otak aka Mr Brain. alkisah seorang lelaki yang mempunyai kepintaran luar biasa menggunakan teori neuroscience untuk menyelesaikan kes-kes jenayah. hebat. pernah dengar pepatah 'try to be on my shoes'. bukanlah nak kata dia pakai kasut pembunuh itu. jejaka kacak bername takuya kimura or tsukumo ni pun cube memahami ape yang penjenayah itu fikirkan and from there cuba untuk menangkap penjenayah tersebut. lagi dia dibantu dengan assisstant yang cantik dan juga teknologi yang hebat sampai anda semua akan berkata..wow! sugoi... kenapa tengok cerite ni? 1) jalan cerite best. biase a jepun, dorang kan pandai bab suspen-suspender ni. aksi bunuh dorang agak ngeri. tapi tak se-ngeri battle royale, kill bill etc 2) HELLLOOO!!!...takuya kimura + mizushima hiro...hiro beb..tangkap leleh..ada Gackt pulak tu..ahhh...lelaki psycho yang kacak itu..malas la nak berdrama lebi

70 years old man, alleged RTA and sustained laceration wound of left lower lip. no LOC, no SOB, walked in to green zone comfortably. also complained of right shoulder pain and few abrasion wounds over legs and right arms. otherwise, no other complaint. no anemia symptoms. no abdominal pain, no chest pain, no headache. he also known case of HPT and DM on medications. on examination, alert. GCS 15/15. speak in full sentences. not tachypneoic. no stridor. SpO2 98% under room air. BP 190/100 heart rate 70bpm. lungs clear, equal air entry. CVS = DRNM. abdomen. soft non tender. no cervical tenderness, no spine tenderness. Hb 15, Hct 44 the lip. degloving injury of left lower lip. big clot on top of the wound. no oozing of blood but still bleeding. able to open his mouth. no foreign body noted. referred to plastic surgery MO for further management. plan for admission and to repair under anesthesia. half and hour later, (patient was not yet admitted to the ward, was sent to treatment room for

i like the red one...aka chan suki!!

akhirnya. posting yang ditunggu. posting yang paling penting. "daijin". penting. sebagai persiapan ke district. gambaruwa... tak dapat dinafikan. tak boleh argue. keje ikut shift memang best. ko boleh bangun lambat. keje 7jam sehari. best. best. contohnye. pagi ni aku dapat tengok kartun pukul 8am. punye la ketinggalan aku ni, sekarang ni rupenya ade powerpuff girls Z tu. hebat. oleh itu, aku kene bersemangat utk tgk kartun pagi2. especially kartun disney yg lame2 tu. masih ada ka?. oleh kerana itu juga, aku tengah merancang hidup aku supaya hidup aku lebih bermakna. banyak bende2 pending yang aku nak buat. aku harap waktu kat ED ni boleh la. haha.boleh ape? meronggeng? ya betul. japanilization starto. banyak anime nak di catch up. manga lagi. huah. banyak homework tu. bosses macam biasa a. name pun boss. mentang2 aku ni 5th poster. expectation mak aih kemain tinggi. macam gunung kinabalu. everest? apa makcik. ingat aku dah buat posting medical aku dah bijak macam physician k

one good thing about photography is that there'll be no stranger. it makes you brave. you are not shy to say hi. their reactions are priceless. it shows their real emotions beautifully. indeed life is interesting.

i want to say goodbye to:- 1) Nicholas - 4month old boy with heart disease. don't be naughty. don't get angry with your dad or you will have bronchospasm again. don't make your mom worries. she always wanted to go back to Bintulu. say hi to your brother Petrus. he must be as cute as you too. get well soon. grow up well to become a good and handsome kid. 2) Errica - keep on being the cutest girl ever. be optimistic always. don't forget to put your make up on. i know, you are pretty. hope with the bone marrow transplant you are getting now, you will get better. when you have your hair again soon, you'll become even prettier. 3) Michael - holding on. hope you will still survive in the care of your dummy parents. please remember, not everything in this world are bad. there are good things about this world you should know. hope you will be able to grow a bit longer to get to know that. 4) I/O Nor ak Kato aka Stanley - if you live through this then you should be grateful

-rambling starto!!!!- i went to a journey. long winding exciting journey. to find my light rail so call. or whatever it is. i didn't have high expectation though. my hope is that i might find something about something. i might learn something. to see something or anything with a new perspective. so that something might awaken anything in myself and become something good. i'm looking for those somethings. sounds complicated?..make it easy. i was in the windy mood that day due to stress accumulation up till toxic level. the journey wasn't that bad. it was quite relaxing. i've finally found peace even for that few hours with Rushie. at the end of the journey was a spectacular village. i found it interesting. BUT... when i reached there. then i just walk for a few minutes then..i decided to drive back to Kuching. initially i was fine with that. i was indeed a bit tired so i didn't mind. untilll..... the next day, i woke up, i suddenly feel disappointed. Baka yaro wanich

jom layan rockzzz lagi satu... best??..layan akustika plak....

how to start this. why? you feel that you are in the right track. you feel that this is the things that you wanted to do since you were younger. this is the life that you've been dreaming since before. but why there are times you keep asking yourself, are you done? are you satisfied with whatever you are doing? that's it? so you are now in the life you've been dreaming since ever, what is your next step? then you feel like you are missing something in your life. but you don't know what. you feel that you have seen almost everything but in fact you see none. you think that you know how the world moves and how things work but you are still unsure. then questioning yourself. are you doing this for yourself? or for someone else? does it really beneficial to do this for someone else? does that someone appreciate whatever you do? do you think its worth it? are you happy? or you are pretending to be happy to make others happy. but the truth, you are suffering. you care about o

update on the wasps stings incident the last child finally succumb last night.. the mother still fighting for her life.. only God knows how the father feels right now... i could not imagine how the mother will react when she wakes up and find out that all her children are gone... i could not imagine how the father will react if the wife has to go too... may they rest in peace.. and may God bless the couple, give them strength to survive.. Amin... P/S: my baby 488gm successfully delivered the next day after my oncall. guess what, he/she was still alive at that time and was 500+gm!!!!!...was intubated for a while. thank you for not coming out during my call. then i'll be panic in the disco..wuahha

my last oncall in paediatric posting surely interesting. memorable. i was a passive HO oncall that day aka covering the labour ward calls, OT and taking care of nursery well. like my other oncalls, i was considered "cold". no admission, no prematures babies with problems, no intubation. i can sleep after 12mn undisturb. thank you. and like those calls, my last call was quiet. the babies in the nursery were behaving well. no desaturation, no funny and weird blood gases. no funny and weird orders from my funny and upbeat MO. she was not in the ward as usual which i found it kind of weird because when i oncall with her previously, she will stay in the ward until at least 12mn, make sure all babies have a good night sleep and behave well, or find any femoral veins or arteries to poke, or making herself busy. with her absence, is actually a good news for me...yokattaaaa...i can sleep early tonight!!!that was what i thought. suddenly my question was answered by a phone call. "

whoever have taken the challenge from Sushi King raise up you hand!! my big bro did. and he gave up. The challenge - to finish 1hot bowl of noodle (either udon or soba) within 10minutes and you are not been charged for the bowl of noodle you've eaten i never imagine that the bowl was going to be that big and it was super hot i can't have udon for a while now