guess what? i am bitchy


i foresee that. i think i might be one. kak pah agrees.
i foresee that i am going to be a very bitchy MO one day.
the single, non sexually active, virgin, attention seeker, mood swinger MOs
like how we describe those malignant single lady MOs at my hospital now
the bitches who bombs

i am sooo fine if it is totally 100% my fault and i take full responsibility of whatever mistakes i have done. fine by me.
but if i have already informed to you regarding the case but you never care and never listen because you are deaf and blind, when anything goes wrong, it is NOT MY PROBLEM.

i am immune with those bombs and lasers.
want to shout to my ears? sorry i am deaf.
you want to humiliate me? sorry my skin like 20cm thick.
want to hang up the phone? your pleasure because the phone is not mine.
want to curse me with all the bad words? i can add some more for your collection.
want to threat me for extension, to go up to court? talk to my hand
RESISTANCE IS FUTILE
but again, who am i to say all this things. i am the smallest insignificant form of life. like most of them; the superiors see us housemen. brainless, heartless but able to move like robot. you are often right but we are always wrong. i always wondering, were they that good when they were housemen? or another postulation maybe they never a houseman before. they were born as a specialist or MOs.

working environment in kuching is not like i imagined it to be. yes the workload is expected. the number of patients and variety of diseases are expected. but the environment. the systems. the way they manage and see patient. very disappointed. our ward rounds finished really fast. good in a way that we can finished our ward work earlier. bad because they tend to miss a lot of things. "to treat patient as a whole" turns out to be " to treat patient as a HOLE". that is what i see la. the building is new. so expected to be functioning better than the old building. but sad to say, we are not only do not have enough oxygen to supply those breathless dying patients but also the building grew MOLD!!. can you smell any bribery money??.

some of the fellow housemen are nice to hang out with but not pleasant to work with. i don't know. i feel that with the influx of new housemen, the jobs getting easier and faster but the drive to do work is reducing. because you know there are lots of people that can cover you shits. hmm..i hope i can keep my enthusiatic self to keep on working. gambatte!!!

now..i am here for almost a year. sarawaklization? hopefully not.

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