phedophilia?!




today is my last day in paed surgical ward. i am not sad neither happy. because i know that the other side of the road is just similar to the one i am having now. either way, i still going to suffer for a period of time. hopefully.

anyway, i do feel sad to leave some of people i know. like my little "kawan" who keep me entertained with his cuteness, laughter and smile. his naughty acts. his charms. yes. when i told all these to KP, she will screams,

" YOU ARE A PHEDOPHILIA!!!"

what if i am. no such grown up, mature, rasional man even close to what my little "kawan" has. maybe they have normal man's "birdy" because my little kawan is a hypospadias kid. a very cheerful hypospadias.

every morning, he will greet me. everytime i do review to other patient, he will smile and ask me how am i doing. and before i left the ward he will waves me goodbye and say "jumpa lagi besok" (see you again tomorrow). i told him that today is my last day here hence he can't say "jumpa lagi besok" today. but when i left, i heard him said "jumpe lagi besok kawan".
sigh. kid never understand. i gave him a box of colour pencil and colouring books. his reaction to those was priceless. i am so happy he likes it. hopefully those books will keep him occupied.

there are few other kids that captured my heart and make my mind ponders a lot. like a 7month-old boy who has congenital disorder to his bowel, short bowel syndrome and other lots. he was REALLLY ill when i first saw him. he was intubated and stuff. and at the end, i am able to see him smile again. and i will see him smile before i go back home. that innocent midgets just have no idea at all what is going on with him but yet he is able to smile happily.

4months old with biliary atresia. kasai procedure done nearly a month ago and currently on high dose steroid. tapering down slowly. that child was as cheerful as ever. i once poke him to get blood, he did not ever cry a tear. he is a tough baby. from a very yellow, jaundiced little kid. he is no more jaudice anymore now.

a young boy who i failed to sedate him last time. came back for the scan. at last, i was able to make that little monster sleep. when he awake, there goes the ever active cute iban boy again. very cute. running around in the ward.

thank you to all of you.

so remember to have your medications. get well soon. and be good.


"kawan" really likes the book.




me and the kid who can't sleep




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