The one with the Ramblings

Happy Birthday to YOU!!!! How can I hate you? I can't. I love you.

What is it feel like to turn 26? hmmm hhmmmmmmmmmm errrrrrr aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ooooooooo nothing...just like every other day...EXCEPT... i woke up in the morning and the first person i saw and kissed was Azman I have my family with me I am home another 4 years...i'll be 30 and another 10 years, InsyaAllah, I'll be 40.. What's up with this number?? People say age is just a number.... But it is not entirely true.... It is a mark... How well have you done till now? How much have you learn? How many things have you seen? How many people have you treasured? How many foe have you made? Have i accomplished most of the things i always wanted? Will I make all of them real? let's ask again when i turn 30. Hopefully i will not be as dramatic as Joey when he turned 30.

forward peek behind then be happy what i have learned so far for the past 25 years of my life keep on walking forward look back once in a while and then you will smile and you will keep on walking enjoying every step who are they at your back; family, friends, surprising moments,bitter past, sweet memories. who are they in front of you; family, friends, moments and memories. am i regret now?...i guess its too late to talk about it. just use every single time you have and fulfill them wisely. besides, time is moving forward, never backward. don't be left behind. thank you to those who have celebrated my special day today. thank you. i am really flattered. i'll post the pics later. -done- family from my paternal side gave me a surprise birthday party..i lurve the pizzas...yummy sharing it with along and farhan my birthday breakfast made by my brother azmi Ibu bought me t-shirts so does Babah. Aman has not bought me anything yet so far but his presence alone enough to make me hap...

Hmmm...how old are you already? i still remember when you were 4-5years old you use to bite me, hit me and pulled my hair... it was hurt...really hurt i remember that you were very spoil... that was one of the reason i used to hate having brothers.. it was heartbroken when i knew that the twins were born... but.. we get along together well.. you were my best friend at that time..and you still are... you were quite naughty... always got spankiessss from Ibu... but we all love you... i remember that there was a time i wanted to have KRU cassette, because you want the similar thing of whatever i have, you grab Aishah's cassette.. i told you that it was a waste since you don't know her.. but you insisted..you claimed you know her..you claimed you like her songs but in fact you were very clueless of who she was at that time... only God knows how cute you were at that time.. i remember that you wanted to pray.. i told you the steps.. but you claimed you know how to pray already.. you...

to this owner of this black shadow... the black figure.. today... i would like to say... THANKS A ZILLION!!! 1) for supporting me in whatever i do, in whatever path i've took and will be 2) for having faith in me. trusting me and leading me in any of my decisions and judgements that i've made 3) for giving me necessary and sufficient freedom that i need 4) for working hard 5) for your sleepless nights and your lost weekends and less meals 6) for all the beneficial guidances, academically and non academically 7) for the money you've spent for me; academically and "non academically" 8) for loving me and caring for me and taking care of me well 9) for motivating me to be successful in life 10) for the best "wok-wi-chen" in the world 11) for the singings 12) for all the jokes you've told us 13) for the times you've spent with us 14) for the warm hugs 15) for being the greatest Babah ever i still remember the time you cook me the scramble egg you call...

someone's birthday just around the corner. suddenly i remembered. that someone once had gave me somethings for my birthday. the things she gave not something extraordinary. all are cute things, can be seen anywhere in any shopping stores. they were a toy cat, a mug and a toothbrush holder. but what i like about them is how she presented with all the presents. " wani, aku tau ko suke waffle, aku tak dapat nak cari waffle maker for you. so sorry. tapi aku dapat cari bende ni. aku tau ko ada buat koleksi patung kucing kat toilet, so aku bagi ko toy ni as collection. aku tau ko nak a big mug macam dalam citer "FRIENDS" aku cuba cari tapi ni yang terbesar yang aku dapat. aku tau ko suke toothbrush holder ni mase kite kuar jalan2 aritu. so now all for you" aku terharu not because aku dapat banyak hadiah. tapi aku terharu sebab dia so sensitive to actually granted my wish. to notice the wishes yang aku sendiri tak berapa pasti sometimes.orang cakap, thougt that counts ...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RAISON D'ETRE HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU... fuh fuh yeah..it exactly a year now since this blog started. lots of things have been told and shared and lots of junks as well. well its my blog so what? why? why raison d'etre? why not? when i want to start blogging i was wondering, "why should i have this blog for?". what do i want to achieve by having blog?. reason?. i was googling this word in the internet and thesaurus. looking for reason. and i found this. in wikipedia. its a french word. meaning, " reason for being". nice and catchy name. and suit me. i am looking for raison d'etre. reason for being me. do i find myself?. not totally. still looking. so please bare with me. (not bare naked ok..just be patient with me) thanks for reading raison. thanks for the feedback. thanks for reading. i know i am not alone in this world. (eceh, eceh. tetibe nak drama plak) what is your raison d'etre??

i hope i still not too late to wish Happy Birthday to:- Lydia and Azah Jemaon (1st May) Babah (5th May) Najib Iqbal (7th May) yokoyama yu (9th May) atiqah morsid (11th May) hazmanina (12th May) and kepada semua yang menyambut hari ulang tahun pada bulan May dengan doa semoga kalian gembira dan tenang sentiasa. Happy Birthday!!

My superhero is getting older year by year but his spirit and hard works never fade. 5 th May 2008, my old man turned 52 but physically like 35-year-old bachelor. Thank to GOD, he is still healthy. If I have to write about my father, 100 000words is not enough to describe him. His personality, his dedications, his charms and his stories can never be summarized in one sentence as there are lots of things about him that I want to tell. I am so bless to have him as my father. So last Monday was his birthday. I was a bit disappointed for not being there on his birthday as I was in Malacca with my friends and the plan to celebrate his birthday was postponed when Aizat is back. Plus, he was always so busy sometimes I was not aware whether he was home or not. Even now, he was not at home, he is at Sabah for work. Hmm..let reminisce some of the memories I have about Babah. Last week, for the first time in my entire life, I went to listen to Babah’s talk. FYI, he is a lect...