The one with the Ramblings

I 100% agree to the above statement. love is blind. and today, love is the air baby. remember about the boy i in love with. who captured my heart by his charms and cuteness and his cute giggles. yes, that boy. a 4-year-old Iban boy from Sibu who was admitted for hypospadias repair. his name is A. i received a message from a friend yesterday, a day after i left paed surgical ward. that boy wanted to see me. looking for me during the rounds asking "mana kawan saya?". i was flattered. so cute. i planned to see him actually on that day but because i was oncall and i was in OT until 1am, when i went to the ward, i saw him sleeping with his mom. today, i decided to visit him since today. the moment i entered the ward, i shouted "KAWAN!!". there he was, smiled at me wearing a blue t-shirt, not the hospital attire. a bit odd and i was wondering myself why. i saw there were few bags next to his bag looked well kept and packed. i realized, he was planned to be discharged that...

today is my last day in paed surgical ward. i am not sad neither happy. because i know that the other side of the road is just similar to the one i am having now. either way, i still going to suffer for a period of time. hopefully. anyway, i do feel sad to leave some of people i know. like my little "kawan" who keep me entertained with his cuteness, laughter and smile. his naughty acts. his charms. yes. when i told all these to KP, she will screams, " YOU ARE A PHEDOPHILIA!!!" what if i am. no such grown up, mature, rasional man even close to what my little "kawan" has. maybe they have normal man's "birdy" because my little kawan is a hypospadias kid. a very cheerful hypospadias. every morning, he will greet me. everytime i do review to other patient, he will smile and ask me how am i doing. and before i left the ward he will waves me goodbye and say "jumpa lagi besok" (see you again tomorrow). i told him that today is my last day h...