The one with the Ramblings

Work with sick patients, blur nurses, annoying people, complicated disease, referral, scary specialist, ridiculous patients. On top of bad hair day, messy house, messy rooms, lousy self, pending projects, pending forms to fill, pending bills. Its like a cycle that repeat itself regularly. And most of the time, it will come all together. It is more then enough to make someone depress. Why do I have to grow up and to have all these responsibilities and complicated life? What happened today. I woke up quite early around 530am but I felt so demotivated to get up and get myself ready to work. Imagine the ample times I had to do lot of things like have a nice breakfast, probably wash my laundry or continue to pack my stuff in a box. But no!! I lied on my bed, closed my eyes, tried to dream nice things but had a weird one instead, and prepared myself at 730am. Had a very quick breakfast and off to hospital in a rush. I had wasted my 2 hours by doing nothing smart. It was a very stressful day ...

Everyone!!.. Let me introduce you to Benjamin Heine (Ben Heine) He, whom I wish I can meet and know personally, a super extraordinary talented freaking genius artist i just know. Like 10minutes ago. He just gave me a premature ventricular contraction by viewing his awesome pictures. You can view his fantastic artworks that will give you visual orgasm here- BenHeineFB ... and the rest of his sickening cool works of art here - BenHeineBlogspot There are lots of subtype of photography that you may come across like wedding photography, portraiture, travel, landscape, etc. I am more into portraiture and travel photography. There were few attempts to be artistic but fail because I don't think I am that artistic much. But true that photography is the best way to express your view and feelings but I often can project that much feeling in my photos. That means, need lot of practice. Click more and edit more. Travel more. To see these beautiful and perfect pictures by taken by professionals ...

Bengang....Teramat Hear me out and then judge. An old man presented with irregular growth and ulcer at his penile area that looks malignant. Has been seen in polyclinic and been given appointment to see specialist soon after that. BUT.... No.... he didn't turned up. OK fine. Maybe he has this transportation issue or due to bad weather he couldn't get into his boat and come for the appointment. Totally understand that because it the most commonest reason given by patients who defaulted follow ups. But not for him. The caretaker forgot about it. Didn't know that he had such appointment in the first place? Unacceptable. FINE. so people do forget. I told him and family members that he needs further treatment in tertiary hospital. There is possibility of surgery and scans and probably a long hospital stay. So he reacted. " Oh..Nadai belanja.." (Not enough money) OK...Fine. Not a big a deal. We can refer you to social worker. But I noticed that he has numbers of childre...

Yippe!!!.... Alhamdulillah, we made it to Bandung. Thanks to Air Asia even though with the delay. =P Touch down at Bandara Hussein Sastranegara at 930pm WIB (17th September). The airport was surprisingly small. Even smaller then Sibu's. Thank God that we passed the custom easily. Check in at Mutiara Hotel that I booked earlier through Agoda. Quite a good price and comfortable stay. The top reason why my parents and I went to Bandung was because of my mom. Ibu desperately wanted a new wedding gown next month for her clients. But why Bandung? She said the wedding gowns are cheaper in Bandung. Is it true? My impressions: It was how I imagined, like those in the sinetron or Indonesian drama on TV. The traffic was HORRIBLE. Fast cars and motorcycles were everywhere!! People honking and driving like mad with no proper functioning traffic light (most of the traffic light showed yellow light all the times). I don't think I can survive driving in Bandung. But despite very bad traffic an...

1) buy TV 55inch for Ibu - check 2) Bandung trip - check 3) Ayan and Najib adventure to Kuching - planning 4) Beijing 2012 - in progress 50% 5) Japan -korea 2013 - planning 6) Master program - in progress

Is it because of the fever? I edited my Raya pictures few days ago. Yea only since few days ago after Day14 of Raya. In view of "unforeseen" circumstances and due to chronic fatique syndrome, then the delay. However, Ureshi na!!... How I wish I can turned back time to that day. The days when all of us together. The days when I was at home with my love ones. Unlike here. All alone with very bad internet connection. Huh. When I saw Aishah's picture, my niece, it reminded me to the statement she gave that made me speechless. "Kak Wani, satu hari nanti Aishah nak jadi macam Kak Wani" She told me that one day she wants to become like me. My reaction was? Why? Which part of me you wanted to be? Which part of me that you look up for? She too wants to become a doctor. Shouldn't I be happy? Why shouldn't I? Should I? "Hmm..Ok" I said silently. I am not sure what she sees on me. Am I a good role model? Anything that I did or doing is worth to be followed...

Even though sekarang dah raya hari ke 14......raya kan sebulan...mood masih lagi mood raya!! 1) Definasi Raya As I grow up (really??..), raya has different meaning for me. Dulu setiap kali raya, memang seronok, tak sabar nak pakai baju raya, nak kumpul duit raya. Sekarang? After 27years of life? dah takde dah perasaan macam tu. Tak kesah pun kalau tak de baju raya, (lagi bagus, ada alasan aku pakai Tshirt and jeans balik kampung..hehe). Duit raya? Masih seronok jugak. Bukan sebab dapat duit raya, seronok bila bagi duit raya. It is time to pay back kan? But pening kepala woh kira budget. Time macam tu la selalu pikir kenapa la aku tak kaya, boleh petik je duit dari pokok. Hehe. Sekarang ni, raya adalah untuk aku berkumpul dengan family. dengan sepupu, sepapat yang tak kenal, yang kenal tapi lupa, yang baru kenal etc. Glad that aku ada family yang ramai. Babah je ada 11 adik beradik, tak masuk sepupu lagi. Family ibu lagi. Nice to hang out with them sebab bukan selalu berjumpe. And se...