The one with the Ramblings

Dataran Lang Langkawi the plan to go for backpacking to the north had been made few hours after the final exam result was released. not many people was able to join as i do understand that everyone has their own commitments. but even with 5 people, it was a success and most important thing is, it was FUN!! project title: after grad backpacking to north where to: langkawi and penang duration: 1 week number of backpackers: 5 24th March 2008 7.25pm- on my way to kl and sleep overnight at kak aziah's house expenses - ticket ride to bandar tasik selatan by komuter = RM 5.40 - AAA battery and prepaid = RM14.00 25th March 2008 6.30am- the journey started. to pudu with kak aziah. met ainon there. we took a bus to alor setar which departed at 9am expenses - breakfast = RM2.20 - magazine = RM5.60 9.00am- bus departed to alor setar . we had few stops for lunch and toilet...

since i am very lazy to move all my old posts from my old blog. you are most welcome to check them out(if you want to) at this link http://waniraul.blogs.friendster.com/wanikun/ i decided to use this new blog is because it provides features that i found interesting. thank you ikkuzo!!! (let's go!!)

it is hard to actually being nice and acting warm and friendly...to show that you really concern about someone...to show that you are really care..i do have problem with it..unable to express my real feeling and people always misinterpret it as snobbish, cold and arrogant...no matter how friendly and warm and kind 'me' that i try to show when interact with people, i always find it as FAKE...like..what the heck i'm doing?...what am i trying to win here?...who do i want to impress?...that is why, sometimes there are times i would like just to act like the normal me..like the way i comfortable with..but as my profession requires me to interact with people a lot and to have a good rapport with your patients will ensure a better commitment and adherence, i feel like i have no choice but to act nice... but again...not only in my profession..but this may need to be apply in our normal day-to-day activities.. for example.. you have to say that your wife's food is soooo nice whe...

today...i have learned how doing things that you always love to do can be changed by a certain environment and a certain person....for the past few days..i begin to notice that i love myself when i drive...i like the feeling i have when i drive...alone...let me emphasize it here again...ALONE...i don't mind driving for people...because i do love driving...i feel calm and clear when i drive...despite those reckless drivers who competitively challenging each other on the road...i don't really care...i just drive at my own pace...but today....i felt really annoyed...when that someone spoiled my feeling...it turned out to be a very annoying journey...huh...i wished i just can turn the radio REALLY LOUD so that i wouldn't have to listen to her talking...even though i was so damn annoyed with the way she talks and the way she giggled and the way she repeated and emphasized on certain points, i was amazed with her ability to talk non stop and energetically..huh...it just spoiled m...