The one with the Ramblings

I have been watching quite a number of movies lately. Most of them are the contribution from the previous MO who was kind enough to leave a box of pirated movies in the MO's room. Thanks a lot. 1) All About Steve Honestly, the reason why i wanted to watch this movie in the first place was because of Sandra Bullock............ Ok I lied. Haha. It was because of Bradley Cooper. Ooooo...That's more like me isn't it? Talking about bitch and desperado? That kinda my thing nowadays. Sigh. But the movie was entertaining. I never knew that there is such thing as crossword constructor???..It is an actual job!!! Must have missed that out during carreer week. Ok. It was about this girl, a crossword constructor (Sandra Bullock), who has been labeled as "abnormal". Defined as too dedicated to her work, making crosswords everyday, eventhough she loves it but people thinks that she is weird, doesn't have life and rarely or almost never socialize with people (is that weird?)....

After watching movies like "one week" and "All About Steve", i feel like one to go for backpacking. Like now. This instants. But...sigh.... Only that i have this so called obligations here and the fact that i am not a rich brat, i have to withhold the idea of having a blast holiday/adventure. Where i want to go? Here are some of the places i want to go. (wish i can go everyplace in this world. possible) 1) India - see the colorful culture that they have, the people and spectacular buildings 2) Japan - THE PEOPLE, the technology, 3) Australia - western to be exact 4) Europe - the scenery, people, 5) Morocco - scenery 6) Vietnam - just feel like want to go there 7) Brazil - world cup 2014 - a long waiting plan. 8) Canada - i want to sit on the biggest chair!!! Sigh..again.. What if i become selfish? How about, i just go to these places, apply leaves for 1 whole month and just go backpacking. Don't really care what gonna happen to hospital anyway. Is it possible? ...

this is a post from my crazee brother's blog...he is sooooo into rubiks...he is a freak!!!! but amazing...can you guess what kind of animal he tried to make?? azmi Rubik's Collection: TWISTED ANIMAL

Have you ever have this feeling. Whenever you listen to a song, no matter the song you like or the song you know, it somehow bring back to the memories you had about that song. For example, whenever i listen to Eminem, i will remember a friend of mine. We both like Em sooo much that we took the effort to memorize the lyric. And i still remember she told me the story on how she suddenly decided to like Em. " i woke up this morning and my heart tells me that i like Eminem" haha. How i miss to hang out with her again. There are few songs that old and new which whenever i listen to them, it brings out that feeling and memory back. Or there are songs was like a theme song for a reason. Here are few songs that i could think of right now. There are lots more than these. 1) Nelly(Hot in Ere) - i remember that i used to listen to this song a lot during my time at Kolej Mara Banting. Especially while waiting for Kak Ella or kak Erra shouted "nasi lemak, nasi goreng". And i co...

Presenting to you, their first appearance in public, for their first debut album, The Red Umbrella Band Band members : Noni as the lead singer, Saber Blade as the main guitarist, and Rubiks Manic as the percussionist. They will release their first singles, Red Umbrella anthem and Rain Rain Go Away, starting from today. Have fun.

my on call sucks It was OK in the beginning. I helped my friend to cover his ward this weekend. Besides I am on call hence I don't mind at all. My on call started with signing a death certificate for a patient who has been sick for a while and planned not for an active resuscitation. I got the feeling that it was not a good sign but I just ignore it. "Superstition la", I told myself. Around 5.30pm, I was just arrived at ER as they called me to review some of the patients there. Suddenly, they pushed 3 patients into the ER. The first one was a referral back from Sibu, patient was fine. Plan for admission. Not a problem at all. The second patient looked like a case of stroke. So, it wasn't a problem either. Stabilize him first overnight and can send to Sibu CM for CT brain. The third patient gave me a shock of a life!!! A young Indonesian man, alleged a timber camp accident, sustained injury at his right leg. It occurred at 9am and came to me at 530PM!!!!!..I got a bad ...

Is there any possibility that i have the touch of death? This weekend will be the 2nd time i cover medical ward. Last week, there was this uncle who has been sick for few weeks. I reviewed him. Initially, he was still can be consider OK despite his weak looking, and a bit fast breathing. Later on that day, he became weaker, and not responded to call. His blood pressure was gradually came down. But that case already noted to the family members. They have been informed that the uncle was not well and the condition is deteriorating very fast. Even CPR may not help to revive him. Hence, decision for not resuscitate (DNR) in the event of cardiac arrest has been agreed by all the family members. That evening, the patient died. Today, another similar scenario with different patient. He has been there for quite sometime. However, he decided to gasp his last breath today. I was able to say hi to him this morning. Despite his weak appearance, he was still able to answer my question. Few hours af...

My God!!!...I lost track. When was the last time I went out and click for some pictures? A month ago? Damn that was long!! I rarely got time to go out and photographing, got little time to edit them too. I miss that feeling. I should start outing again and took some good photos. Yup, I should. Here are some of the old pics that i managed to edit. Recently, my friends went to Bako National Park at Kuching. Damn i missed that place. I wish i could come back there to try different trail. Planning to go to Mulu somewhere this year, but definitely not now. Financial constraint. Sigh. This will be the moment when you will ask yourself, "why am I not a rich brat??" happy fasting everyone

selamat berpuasa semua. moga2 ramadhan ni lebih bermakna. amin kurangkan mengumpat (termasuk kurangkan tgk melodi) kurangkan marah patient (saya akan cuba yang terbaik!!!) kurangkan bermalasan (tidak jugalah terlalu rajin...kesian nanti penat) kurangkan kelaraan (err..kurangkan FB?) kurangkan berat badan (itu sudah mesti....pinggang 11inch nih..haha..angan) tambah amal (buat kebaikan, tlg isi borang OKU??..) tambah zikir (berzikir nama Allah, bukan nama org lain mahupun lyric lagu eminem..haha ) tambah ibadat (tarawih kalau dpt..mintak2 penuh) tambah sedekah (tapi tak la sampai tak claim oncall. sedekah tu sedekah jgk..jgn sampai muflis) tambah pahala (insyaAllah..jika dilakukan dgn ikhlas) mari kita mensucikan diri amin

i watched UP the animation movie last night It was a sweet movie. The whole idea was fantastic. 1) I wish i can have my great adventure. Either the real adventure with hot air ballon, mythical creatures, and find great waterfalls or the adventure in my life with people that i love. 2) The togetherness between Ellie and Carl is so romantic and so sweet. Wondering whether i can find one or stick to one. Sigh 3) The idea of having millions of balloons attached to your chimney and flew around was awesome!!...looks ridiculous but awesome!! 4) i don't want my child to have lack of loves from his family like Russel. but i want him to be as cute like Russel!!!.. 5) Anything is possible. Just believe in that. 6) Happiness is define by doing things you like with people you love, and making others happy 7) I want a cute and cool house like Carl and Ellie's 8) Never too late to do whatever you want to do. There is always time for you to do that. Just watch it please. You will understand wh...

i felt emotionally and physically unstable these past few days not much about work more about my feelings and personality interpersonal conflict usually this conflict will occur once in a while i don't know what i really want and what others want wouldn't it be easier if matters can be solved by saying it out loud and to confess truthfully rather making it a riddle to solve but its not going to help much if you don't even know what to say and to whom should you confess to i wish i can read others people's mind what they really think tell you the truth, i am lousy at picking up signs hence you body language or your flowerish words of wisdom are useless tell me straight to the point life or life why it has to be so complicated? or am i just exaggerating and making it complicated?