The one with the Ramblings

relaxing is define as eating chocolate creamy donuts while watching F.R.I.E.N.D.S. H.E.A.V.E.N.L.Y i'm totally into this sitcom very much. it was stupidly fun.. i've already bought 3 boxes which left me of 7 boxes to go... at least it helps me getting my mind out of work stuffs... which is V.E.R.Y depressing.. i am now in the posting of pregnant ladies.. where you will see those big bellies mom-gonna-be, and... screamers-gonna-be.. i lost my drive to work now, so depressing.. hmm...maybe what i need is a motivation.. like??... hmmm...

\\ waiting mama babah ibu i love my zephyr..everyone, meet black zephyr..hi smile two naughty kids we are brothers dude..eh, where is ajat?? owh, here he is.. so, thats how my raya was..i guess..nite..

lots.. yes.. lots and lots to share.. but.. less and less time i have.. saichiburi..(long time no see) start with my raya hols which was like ages ago.. yes.. finally, i made it to Rembau.. so glad that it stays like it is, small but sweet town to live.. but the very thing i was looking forward in Rembau was to meeting my lovely family.. so glad they were all healthy.. like always, i have this idea about raya that i think it was boring and lame..because, you did the same thing every year..but the merry environment somehow makes you happy every year..but this year was a bit different..why?..instead of me receiving all the joy from my uncles and aunties, this year it was my turn to give all those little midgets happiness. i was been attacked by troop of little ones, rampagingly asking for duit raya. i was shocked but it was a cute situation indeed. but in conclusion, this raya was the best.. sorry to my cousins, i'll find you guys something better next time..i just didn't have en...

i had an EOD call this week just back from work.. really tired.. just remembered what my specialist say "how many mistakes you have to make before you learn? in medicine you can't afford to do mistakes because it caused people's life" so how many mistakes do i really have to do? do i really learn from all my mistakes? with my knowledge that is easily evaporate, it makes me really scared. hope i can be better without doing mistakes.