only GOD knows how happy i am now. for the past few days, i went back at 5.30pm, initially felt really guitly but gradually turned emotionless. i dont care..huh.. finally i was able to eat chocolate waffle from hospi mart after 1 and half months smell the sweetness of the butter and creamy chocolate from far everytime i passed the shop. i went to eat out with jasmin during lunch hour at a restaurant outside the hospital compound!! we went out yesterday after work and ate sushi and gossiping about everything surrounds our lifes now, which most of them about our works in hospital, pathetically. 90% of them. pathetic pathetic i had very least patient for the past one week. i must be as cold as icecool. i love all my specialists and MOs and colleagues...there are all very helpful...not like other department..huh...my specialists and MOs are the best...yeehhhhhh we received new colleaques!!!!...yeah...meaning more helpers, less workload.. yeah for them and for us... so today i went bac...
