The one with the Ramblings

New hospital, new bosses, new life. First day at work.... ~blurrrr~ I came as early as 7am (if it is in kuching, this considered late, but bosses want to meet us at 8am soo 7am is considered very early)..nervous, anxious..but unfortunately i couldn't get in because i didn't have my matrix card to open the door..damn..so i wandering around the blocks..it is huge...really huge...i always get lost, all the times, till today... first day, I have only 4 patients..yup...4!! and I have 3 housemen...yup..3!!! everything is new, clinic,,OTs The pace is slower compared to Kuching, which is very good because it give you ample time to study StuDY!!!!...yup...i have to start now, stat!..after found out that only 3 out of 14 candidates pass the recent exam, damn this is no joke..i have to be consistent!! Bosses are great, registra are very helpful..maybe because i was not that use to a slow pace working environment like this so i become agitated most of the times. I havent

Finally i wave goodbye to Kuching 2 years of housemanship 1year plus in district 3years in surgical department banyak pahit manis payau masam masin memories kat kuching ni. In term of work, relationship, dan emosi diri sendiri. Kesimpulannya...Kuching memang the best!! Workwise Surgeons memang awesome. Especially Mr Nik Azim. Seorang yg humble and holistic in treating his patients. Setakat ni, dialah HOD and surgeon paling baik aku pernah work with. Alkisahnya " Due to many factors; family la, since incident arwah azri, since kapit incident, semua sum up to, buat apa nak buat baik kat orang. diri sendiri and family pun tak terbela. so masa tu i lost confident in humanity in general and being a surgeon is no longer my priority. at that time it was family, travel, photo and work. hampir2 nak hantar borang balik semenanjung and ready to work kat KK mana2. But atas nasihat Mr Tee yang visited kapit masa tu, then i decided to come back to Kuching. It was excited in t